Life is like one big dream
with symbols to help you understand what it means
a bit fuzzy and always funny
like a bubble blanket under water
cuddling up like an innocent daughter
my boat is my body
my vessel for this journey
my mind is the captain
the water and the fish swimming
life is like one big dream
floating and swimming in the stream
going with the flow or finding
another way – like salmon who
forces her against the stream to spawn in May.
Embracing my own self love
releasing others from the unattainable task
creating my own happiness
allowing love in – as it is – right now
without falling back on old patterns
nor projecting the future outcome of this, of now
simply enjoying the now- the moment – what is
enveloping my self, my soul in the goodness and grandeur of love
not making demands
letting go of expectations
allowing me to feel without wanting to own my interest
he will come and go
he always will so it seems
but I – I am here – the one with me always
I cannot stall nor stop energy
so i allow the flow to truly run through me
like a river encompassing, enveloping my everything
from my heart to my soul from well above my head to deep into the ground
allowing love with a resting smile upon my face.A
Drawn in by red-
a sudden need to have it in my life again
red hair
red bag
red ruby jewelry
power and connection to my source
utilizing the energy to revitalize and reenergize my soul
like a bull in the coliseum it fills me with fire
I feel the noble wisdom emanating from my heart
like a guardian angel helping me to change
holding my hand protecting me as I transform and shift frames
it lifts me up – encourages me
and reminds me to “Follow My Bliss”
the red, the rubies hekp me to see in the dark
showing a clearer path absent of resistance
i was an am a love being and I remmeber this truth.
I choose my life with eyes of love
and strength from the Divine to chart and venture onto my path
I am precious, rare and beautiful.
I love life and it loves me tremendously.
Spiritual wisdom, Knowledge, Health, Wealth, Bliss, Transition, Change, Choices
Dreams of soup filled test tubes
slip on this new view
take a sip – see if its you
sample, experiment, try it on for size
there’s absolutely no obligation to buy
even if you do – rest assured sweet infinite soul
as in this great smorgasbord
everything has a shelf life
everything can be exchanged for less or more
Today in the sunlight you stand in a shared reality
the “collective conscious” so they say
I stand as a tall white woman
yet in my sleeping dreamtime I can be anything
last night a minature latino
anything is possible…
larger than life indeed –
new found confidence and self-esteem
waking dream…
sleeping dream…
slipping on a new view.
Looking through the kaleidoscope of life
from my heart through my eye
I see brilliant colors, the earth and the sky.
I’ve gazed at these shapes for years upon yars
but until recently when I’ve learned how to die
to let go of what I’ve always known
shifting my lenses into the great unknown
and seeing yet again through my kaleidoscope
brilliant colors, the earth, the sky and love
love painting and casting its light upon my world
tis the same instrument I’ve always looked through
only now I see the importance of the changing view
transforming my world and the way I see it
while remaining the same perceiver
as I’ve been… evolving, morphing, transforming
my body, my mind, my spirit and my soul
so torquing my kaleidoscope became natural.
This is so hard for me
my tender heart is rebroken when we meet
its like a rejection again and again
when i’m around you I want to be back in
the warm and generous nature I know you have
along with your admiration and basking due to my love
you allow it – but each time I’m left so sad.
I try to be cool – most times I think I pull it off
or so I think –
I purposely put a barrier around me for protection
so I won’t continue to get hurt
I try, I try, I try
but its so hard with my broken heart
My heart hurts so bad it physically aches
an emptiness that I can surely feel in my body takes place
I understand where there’s light there too is darkness
this must be the “darker” side of love
oh the emotional pain
nothing in life is permanent
although I’d love romantic love to be
memories of sheer bliss – well so to speak
of course starting a relationship amidst a major car accident
could be the kind of romantic comedy that Hollywood would portray
however it likely will run its course.
i openly wish that wasn’t the case – wasn’t my story
but as I was reminded today
one step closer to the one.
i learn about matters of the heart
learning about love firsthand
by personal experience of being vulnerable
with a wide open heart
Stay neutral in a moving train
Mr. Zinn I’m trying my best
to maintain equanimity in the wake of change
Is my life just one big test?
to see what I’ve learned?
Is it always necessary to have such flux?
understanding the Chaos Theory more than before
who knows what will happen next
who knows what door will soon be opened
who knows which way I’ll go…
Amidst the chaos
the hurricane of life swirling
round and round
I find myself oddly calm
I must be the eye.