Only a Friend

I only need a friend right now

I’d love for you to be that for me

but I’m not sure either of us knows how

my intention is not to cause harm or distress

I’m still trying to figure out where I am my best

I hope you know me well enough

to not take this personal…

that I love you, I’m sure I always will

I just have a lot of stuff to work through from Brazil…

Random Notes on a New Year’s Morning

Random Notes scribed in my journal on a New Year’s Morning somewhere near Santa Cruz:

 

Be in the place where you can see the most blue skies… where you can get lost in the clouds.

Blue skies like when you are in love…

BE where you feel the most love!

IT all relates to following your bliss, do what makes you happiest and brings you love!

It’s all about the love in all things…

IT should come naturally! 

You know you are in your right place when you aren’t wearing any masks and your arms are open and you’re embracing your surrounding space…

Choose the best! The best that fits you so you can be your very best you… where you understand… know the truth, be honest!

Always strive for truth… that IS the truth! 

Wind blows, clouds swirl, sun casts rainbows, twists and turns, rolls and expands, dissipates and moves along. 

“treading uphill in a slippery bag trying to find my shoes” 

I love the warm winter sun on my cheek.

I’ve missed the great and expansive Pacific Ocean… I love California and it’s majestic and diverse coast… 

I am blessed and thoroughly grateful to be here.

A Poem: Truth Down There

I’ve got some questions

I must ask

i hope you will

remove your mask,

dig way down

to the barrel of your soul

dig way down

that’s where I need to go.

The truth is down there

hidden within

the pile of junk

we’ve accumulated along

the years every day

as soon as we start

to dust things off

to clean things up

we’ll fill our cup

the love will flow

like I know it can

out of our hearts

and into our hand.

I use our instead of I

its all about us and

 a big ‘ol we

we’re never alone

I hope you can see

together we can do

find, play and explore.

We just have to dare

and start to bare

 our souls and hearts

with honesty and care.