The storm rolled up quietly
building and building
until the thunder, lightning and rain came
a full on event.
I wasn’t fully prepared
or rather I finally was.
I observed myself going through the emotions
I didn’t hide it, I didn’t avoid it
So over lack… I am ready to move beyond basic survival
this all came out.
Huge stride in the right direction
watching it all happen
and choosing something else after…
I choose to have aspects of my life be different.
I am grateful to have these experiences
but I’ll take easy graceful lessons moving forward
without so much confrontation…
It’s up to me to change the pattern
as the storm rolls in
and disrupts the day and night…
cleanses and replenishes the earth…
it also does the same to me…
Thank you storm, thank you storm in May.