Perspective Changed

Once again my perspective has changed.

I embarked on studying Marketing and completing my Bachelor’s degree here in Australia. This was a conscious decision I made after traveling and living abroad and realising that marketing is an essential part of every day, it is in the fabric of society and is a necessary component. I had the idea that I would look behind the vail and see what was going on and gain insight.

Insight I have gained. My heart has been broken without a doubt after learning about brands that make promises that are not based in reality whatsoever, but are purely bottom line focused. I am all for making money, but not at the expense of others.

Perhaps it is idealistic but I plan to create a better world than what I’m in right now. Creating mutually beneficial relationships where ever I am. It has to start somewhere, so why not with me, why not now?

My perspective has changed by learning about how companies operate. Public relations is wrapped around making news when there isn’t any news. It’s wrapped around getting a message out there based on a media release that then slips through the media and into the consumer’s reality. My professor called this “lazy journalism” but I think it speaks volumes as to where we are right now as a society. It’s all about quantity rather than quality from how I see it, with content being pushed out every minute to get in front of the most eyeballs. This process is unsustainable.

My perspective has changed by learning about consumer behaviour and learning why we do what we do. The majority, especially as an adult is so convoluted and rooted in what other people think and how we fit into society, which has been carefully shaped and formed with the messages we’ve received. Sometimes these messages can have a positive impact, which is the goal such as “a work-life balance” a statement that is truly common sense in today’s world. In my mind it is much better to push an idea like that versus emotional appeals like L’Oreal’s “You’re worth it” which is an emotional appeal to tap into the consumer’s mind to induce a feeling that they are lacking something and therefore need to purchase L’Oreal products to fill that need.

Although I feel a bit more cynical when I see an advertisement or any kind of marketing communications message in general, I am glad that I have the awareness of what is happening. Ignorance is bliss, sure. However, having the opportunity to make an informed decision is as Mastercard’s message implies, “priceless”.

Changing perspectives is a beautiful part of life as is gaining exposure and sharing what one has learned along the way.

Enlighten Up Yo!

Feeling Incredibly Blessed!

I’ve just perused through photos others have posted with me in them on Facebook. I’ve had such a blessed life with so many different people sharing moments, experiences and life with.

The thing is that it always works out, IT ALWAYS DOES! The more I just stay present in the moment, enjoy it and follow my intuition weighed up with logic as necessary, my life will continue to be blessed!

Lots of Love! Past + Present + Future!!!

Enlighten Up Yo! It’s June!

Gratitude

Cultivating a grand and deep sense of appreciation and gratitude for life, for all the amazing opportunities and experiences I’ve had. For all the adventures, for all the blessings – outright and in disguise! I am super grateful that i have had all this time to really dive into myself. I am grateful that I’ve had such a great support system. I am grateful that I get to live in Australia. I am happy and alive. I have a capable working body. I am attractive and able to interact with others easily. I am grateful to have this mind that I am blessed with – clear and precise. I am thankful for my emotions and all that I’ve learned through experiencing them. I am thankful for the friends I have had  in the past as well as those in the present! I am grateful that I get to laugh and cry! I am appreciative that synchronicities happen in my life and that I can recognize them. I am thankful that I have a good working vehicle to get me around. I am thankful that I have nice updated clothes to wear. I am grateful for the love I have experienced in the past and for the love that I’ll enjoy now and later.

May 2011

How am I to know?

How am I to know

if this is real

or just a dream

a dream of “reality”

of the shared unconscious

perhaps all created by my mind

a world chock full of MY

imagination

of MY

manifestations

Am I waking?

Am I awake?

or am I peacefully sleeping with anxiety?

A paradox so it may seem

but anxiety about what happens next

never really knowing how the story will go

or what will be around the inevitable corner

it all leaves me on edge

even in meditation

I still want to know…

and now…?

A Woman of Extremes

from the lush smoky mountains

to mother earths red rocks

in a moment it all changes

so quickly i can’t stop.

one extreme to the other

that’s what i do best

i figure that’s the only way to know

to administer a constant self test.

see where i stand

i call it determination

a dreamer and a doer

so they say of my particular day

the last of the zodiac

what more can i say?

a combination of water and fire

of high hopes and desire

of rain and of lightening

never a dull day

the highs and the lows

the lefts and the rights

the gas and the brakes

its all within me.

so i search

i explore

i find

i live

i love

i am.

i am a woman of extremes it seems.

Back in the USA!

The last couple of weeks have been like a world wind. I have had to come back unexpectedly to the United States after hearing word that my grandmother was in a grave condition. She still isn’t doing well, but is hanging on. I have experienced a lot of culture shock since I arrived back in my own home country. It is hard to describe. When I first realized that I could understand the conversations happening around me on the plane and then sequentially at the airport, it threw me off. It was like all of a sudden I could hear everything again. Like I had been deaf for a long long time and voila! now I could hear.

I spent time back with my family in the Central Valley of California, but it is always an overwhelming experience there and that certainly hasn’t changed. I have dubbed it the land of flowing milk and republicans… shew. That along with a few days of constant family time and I needed to head up to Yosemite, where I have called home during the majority of my adult life. I am still in the loop with my grandmothers health and condition and am much much closer than I was before and I think everyone feels better about it. A part of me feels like I should be back with them visiting my grandmother every day at the home, but it just takes so much out of me and I don’t feel strong enough to support that right now. I am hoping I will have the strength, the internal strength I need soon so I can return and be there for everyone.

Heading Home

Heading home for the holidays…. ah… I am so excited to finally be heading back to the United States. By this December I will have been living in Brazil for a year and a half – away from all family and friends back at home with the exception of course of online communication.

Ahh… To hug my dad and mom, to play with my neices, to listen to my sisters talk about boys, and to eat as much as I can of my Aunt’s delicious food!!! Ahh… home.