Dancing – the music
I’m engaged
my body pulsates
with every beat
I don’t turn it off
I indulge
I enjoy
building my energy
building
and building
and building
and building
and building…
Month: August 2011
The Storm in May
The storm rolled up quietly
building and building
until the thunder, lightning and rain came
a full on event.
I wasn’t fully prepared
or rather I finally was.
I observed myself going through the emotions
I didn’t hide it, I didn’t avoid it
So over lack… I am ready to move beyond basic survival
this all came out.
Huge stride in the right direction
watching it all happen
acknowledgeing it
and choosing something else after…
I choose to have aspects of my life be different.
I am grateful to have these experiences
but I’ll take easy graceful lessons moving forward
without so much confrontation…
It’s up to me to change the pattern
as the storm rolls in
and disrupts the day and night…
cleanses and replenishes the earth…
it also does the same to me…
Thank you storm, thank you storm in May.
Gratitude
Cultivating a grand and deep sense of appreciation and gratitude for life, for all the amazing opportunities and experiences I’ve had. For all the adventures, for all the blessings – outright and in disguise! I am super grateful that i have had all this time to really dive into myself. I am grateful that I’ve had such a great support system. I am grateful that I get to live in Australia. I am happy and alive. I have a capable working body. I am attractive and able to interact with others easily. I am grateful to have this mind that I am blessed with – clear and precise. I am thankful for my emotions and all that I’ve learned through experiencing them. I am thankful for the friends I have had in the past as well as those in the present! I am grateful that I get to laugh and cry! I am appreciative that synchronicities happen in my life and that I can recognize them. I am thankful that I have a good working vehicle to get me around. I am thankful that I have nice updated clothes to wear. I am grateful for the love I have experienced in the past and for the love that I’ll enjoy now and later.
May 2011
Losing my Mind
Losing my mind
losing a sense of what was
in a purgatory of sorts
living in between the earth and sky
my mind goes into this
my heart seeks emotional songs
my eyes see so much beauty
it becomes hard to see
synchronicities happen regularly
a part of life now
what about the magic?
I can’t help but feel it’d be nicer
if I were in a two…
I enjoy moments with others
of course I do…
but I still lay my head to sleep
Alone.
I dream of being in a Two…
just me and you…
creating our world
manifesting our reality…
Private Space
Such a bizarre occurance
inviting others into my space
my personal space
amongst my manifestations
stepping into my unique nest
reminders to myself – everywhere I look
now they do too…
color, lots of color
the myth genre story steps
post-its to breathe and have awareness
sensations
in my smell
in my atmosphere
using my daily personal bathroom…
Allowing others into my private dream
my private inner sanctum of the physical world…
letting others in…
Sharing the private personal me
in my lair
lucky I am to even have such
I am grateful. grateful for sure.
Dinner and chatting
dinner and chatting
dinner and chatting
Sharing of Energy
nourshing our bodies and our hearts
fortunate to have the space
and openness to share…
to have the opportunity to entertain
entertain or whatever that means…
Perhaps soon singing and music…
or sharing of writing may accompany a meal…
in an easy flowing non-obligatory way…
Oh how the flow changes…
how I am grateful to be sharing my space
my private personal space
a blessing it is indeed…
perhaps i can hold this space
of openness
after they are in my guard is down…
tread lightly
but be sure to share…
Lady Grey
Sipping on a Lady Grey
on a brisk Autumn morning
long shadows form across my page
as the clear day breaks.
Peaceful flute music in the air
perched writing words
expressing thought
in an attempt to let go.
Where is my Lady Grey partner?
I can say it is all me
I do keep myself good company
but I miss the laugh,
the smiles and the embrace
of another
Where is my Lady Grey lover?
I’m waiting as patiently as I can
lover please come hither
come share moments with me.
Lover please come hither
and share some Lady Grey with me.
A Strong Dream
feeling grossly poetic
angry, enraged
taken advantage of
where are my boundaries?
How easily I let them down
in a dream
all a dream
I try to fight back
I’m ridiculed
FUCK YOU!
I’ll take no shit
you pinch my nipples
hold me down against my will
the tables turn
they do – they did
I stabbed him
with fury and revenge
don’t fuck with me
ASSHOLE.
I’m a force to be reckoned with
Don’t mistake my gentle nature for being weak.
I will not be taken advantage of
FUCK YOU!
Sharing my Merits
Polishing
Grooming
Dressing Up
Feeling Pretty
Getting things done
Maintaining Relationships
Participating in Community
Supporting local businesses
Laughing
Smiling
Sharing Joy
Enjoying a fabulous Autumn Day!
Singing
Playing some keys
Creating signage
A great day!
Making the most of the moment.
A simple love song
my love
is your love
and your love
is kind.
my love
is your love
and your love
is fine.
my love
is your love
and your love
is mine.
my love
is your love
and my love
is your love
and my love
is…
KIND!
Butterfly
the butterfly
had no idea
it would be that
as a lonely, homely caterpillar
on it’s big trek
to eat and nourish its body
on its pilgrimage up the most inviting tree
step by step
it made its way
with absolute uncertainty
an innate knowing and sense of purpose.
At the right time
in the right tree
it built its bed
and went to sleep.
it’s most amazing dream
a full shift of reality
it awoke and spread its wings
beauty emerged
now flittering by and by
taking in the essence and beauty
from flower to flower…
inspired writing after a meditation course while watching a caterpillar climb a tall palm tree during the lunch break… 🙂